Recently, I've been very blessed with an amazing person in my life. Someone who is so sweet, kind, patient, supportive... the list could go on. So what's missing? Something is... and I can't quite put my finger on it. So knowing someone else is in it 110% and I'm teetering on 75%... I've made the decision to cut it off. As difficult as this is, it's liberating. Feel a sense of relief, freedom, and complete independence.
With these feelings also come the looming thought of, "Will I be alone for the rest of my life?"... is there someone out there where it's a mutual 110%? Am I living in a fantasy world?
I guess that's for me to find out as I still have a few years in my 20's to figure it out... or will find a re route of thoughts into my 30's to be confident and secure on my own.
In the meantime, I'm along for the ride... and holding on.
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